Judge My Heart
A Psalm of David.
[1] Judge me, O LORD; for I have walked in mine integrity:
I have trusted also in the LORD; therefore I shall not slide.
[2] Examine me, O LORD, and prove me;
Try my reins and my heart.
[3] For thy lovingkindness is before mine eyes:
And I have walked in thy truth.
[4] I have not sat with vain persons,
Neither will I go in with dissemblers.
[5] I have hated the congregation of evil doers;
And will not sit with the wicked.
[6] I will wash mine hands in innocency:
So will I compass thine altar, O LORD:
[7] That I may publish with the voice of thanksgiving,
And tell of all thy wondrous works.
[8] LORD, I have loved the habitation of thy house,
And the place where thine honour dwelleth.
[9] Gather not my soul with sinners,
Nor my life with bloody men:
[10] In whose hands is mischief,
And their right hand is full of bribes.
[11] But as for me, I will walk in mine integrity:
Redeem me, and be merciful unto me.
[12] My foot standeth in an even place:
In the congregations will I bless the LORD.
Judge My Heart
Most people object profusely to being judged. Interestingly, David begins Psalm 26 by boldly asking God to judge him (26:1). He shares reasons why he feels he will be judged favorably by the Lord. He has lived with integrity and has put his trust in the Lord (26:1,3). These behaviors keep him from sliding from righteousness (26:1). Eliciting further judgment, David asks to be examined, proven and tried (26:2). He is confident his heart is right and he will pass tests and trials. Again, David states how he has walked or lived in the truth of God’s loving kindness (26:3). He provides a list of the ways he has stayed away from evil doers (26:5). When he comes before God’s altar, he will be like an innocent sacrifice (26:6). Therefore he is able to tell of God’s wondrous works (26:7). David repeats how he loves the presence of the Lord, and not that of sinners (26:8-9). Reminding God again of his integrity, David asks humbly for God’s redemption and mercy (26:11). He ends with his vow to bless the Lord in the congregations (26:12).
When I find the courage to ask God to search my heart, I admit that I am sometimes afraid of what might be revealed. I never feel I can be bold, like David, and spread my arms wide to say, “Judge me, examine me. I’m an open book.” In truth, I know there are times I, like we all, have sinned and come short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). I thank God that man looks on the outside but He looks on the inside (1 Sam 16:7). He is looking for a humble, repentant and broken spirit, and contrite heart (Psalm 51:17). I pray each day for forgiveness and for I know it is only the blood of Jesus that cleanses me and makes me righteous. Lord, give me a clean heart (Psalm 51:10).
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Disclaimer: The intention of this project is not to teach, but rather to share. Please use due diligence in studying the word of God, and seek guidance from your local religious leaders for any questions or concerns.
Debra Hill
Debra Hill is an independent inspirational singer, author, songwriter, and writer. As a blind performer, she adds a personal story of God’s faithfulness. Her life exemplifies that Christ’s power will work to lift all regardless of circumstances.
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